RIP to all those who didn’t make it to 2014. And to those that did; I’m so, so proud of you.
I didn’t even try to scroll past this
How long are you planning to hold grudges against me? It has been over two years, just stop. I have been through so much because that was what triggered everything. I am not asking you to understand because I know you won’t since you are stubborn and you don’t care about my life. I wanted to die and I landed in the ER that night, you know because you were the first to find out I wanted to kill myself. Hell, you even cried your eyes out while the doctor, nurse, and therapist tried to help me. If that did not open your eyes about me, then I do not know what does. It hurts me everyday when you are so cold with me and you pushing me away. It hurts me when you finally told me you are sick of seeing me. It hurts me when I come crying to you for help and you did not even care. I cannot let you win. You can win once you find me dead.
•go to the bathroom to escape
•feel very uncomfortable without a phone or some other crutch
•dwell on a small awkward moment for much longer than necessary
•never go to any social event without a person that makes you feel comfortable
•follow said person way too much
•worry about the person beginning to find you obnoxious
•faking an illness to get out of a social event
•Dont buy something necessary because the cashier is intimidating.